I had a complete breakdown this month.
For the month of April, our Infused Intention was Surrender, and I was working a lot to surrender to the conditions of my life.
As you may know by now, my husband has a fourth stage cancer diagnosis, and we're working with these circumstances in our lives. It's been a really big challenge to work with the medical model, the energetic model, the spiritual model and all the ways that we like to bring it together.
What I have found especially challenging is working with the medical model with scheduling and all of the restrictions that we now have in this world in which we live.
Well, let me just say that I hit a wall one day. I was working to get a lot of things scheduled for my husband and I literally hit a wall.
When I realized that I couldn't do what I wanted to do for my husband's best interest in his current medical situation, I broke down. I like, totally came apart, broke apart.
In fact, I had this primal scream come out of...